Archive for August, 2005

be a man

Thursday, August 25th, 2005

some people just wont listen

they only say what they want to say,

regardless the effect that may arise

i dont want to listen to you not because of im afraid or anything

i DONT want to. end of period.

dont take me wrong,

i appreciate everything you have done or said, or thought.

i DONT want you.

you may feel anything you want to feel

you can tell the whole world about it

but not to me,

for I, i cant take you anywhere

whats done is done past will lies in past,

I put my head straight, up front,

no direction of turning back

I dont desire you.

the more you come to me, the less you will get near me

im not running away, im avoiding.

you can not live in memories,

coz theyre only memories.

what has happened, I shall remember, with smile

dont ruin any of it.

my heart is not here for you to keep anymore

i gave it to someone else

and you must realize this

or you will be lost forever, in your dream

you cant say you dont care of anything anymore

slap yourself in the face, snap out of it

this is real world.

if this is too much to handle for you,

how are you going to handle big things?

you, I, we run our life not just for things like this.

dont waste your time, coz im sure im not gonna waste mine.

there are too much fun going on in this world,

and responsibilities, too.

keep yourself together, pull yourself out of this mess.

let the past pass by

let it run through you

you wont miss a thing

you will only learn from it

take whats essential and leave the rest behind

be a man.

Long Journey

Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005

It’s a long long journey till I know where I’m supposed to be

It’s a long long journey and I don’t know if I can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes,I am lost and know that I must hide                                       

It’s a long long journey till find my way home to you

Many days I’ve spent drifting on through empty shores

Wondering what’s my purpose, wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you’ll be standing by my side

Sometimes it feels no one understands I don’t even know why I do the things I do

When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul

Will you break down these walls and pull me through? 

Till I feel that I am worth the price

You paid for me on calvary beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everything is out to make me lose control

Cause It’s a long long journey Till I find my way home to you …