anger management

when u feel like ur head
equals hot air baloon
ready to blow up any minute
and u feel somekind of obstruction
at the base of ur neck
maybe ure having a tremendous anger
and somehow its stucked
u can not cope with it,
nor let it go

if suddenly u see everything wrong
and very irritating in every way
and u feel like shouting
and punching everything around u
kicking, or even crying
and u starting to feel very tired
and feel the pain on ur neck
that goes throughout ur shoulder

and all u can do is sit still
and sigh
cos u know its not right to blow up
cos u know how awful the mess will be
or how people will look at u after

so u just smile
and back off from the crowd
drink a cup of coffee
breath in. breath out.
count till 10
singing a song in ur head
that keeps u concentrating
but still, ur heart is beating so fast
and ur temporal vein goes ‘dub-dub-dub’
start to curse is what u do next
put the blame on everybody else

u should question urself…
are u having PMS? :P

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