this time i dont feel 1+1=0
i see things
but the mists…its still there
i picture this all the time
consume my mind
have i put in too much?
give some time, they say
we dont have much time!
you will be away
i thought abt this thoroughly
the past…present…n future…
what exactly do you feel?
what do i feel?
bitte sprechen…
i am willing to listen
as much as i am willing to wait
for whatever comes ahead
i am starting to fall…
be prepared…
I got sick, was hospitalized for several days. I decided to nvr got illed again, karena gak enak masuk rumah sakit n minum obat!
I know nothing abt d outer world. My days r just d days i spent at work. So help me God klo terlihat amat tidak tau apa2 soal yang lain2.
Turn out i havnt going anywhere. Seorang teman menyadarkan soal hal ini. The scares and all d confusements r still there.
I realized that some things cannot be pushed. Let nature takes its course.
Otak g mulai mau diajak berpikir. Sejak keluar dirawat, bener2 jadi orang bego sedunia….apalagi di depan konsulen…cuma bisa nyengir kalo ditanya. Thank God dah mulai OK ni otak…
Jadi orang musti tegaan! D more gak pedulian, d better deh!
Lagu favorit saat ini…spt biasa g gak tau siapa yg nyanyi 
The sky has lost its colour, d sun has turned to grey. at least thats how it feels to me, whenever ure away…i crawled up in the corner, to watch the minutes past..each one bring close to you, the time ure coming back…i cant take d distance, i cant take d miles, i cant take d distance, n im not ashamed. i still believe my feelings, i make believe ure close to me, but ure not really close enough…i will go the distance..i will go the miles…thats how much you mean to me…
Kesejatian diri…blom berhasil nemu juga sampe skrg, hopefully g mencari di jalan yg bener.
Ternyata temen g banyak jg, i nvr realized this.
Jo: Kenapa ya orang2 takut, g jutek gitu?
They: ….gak usah dijawab, kita beliin kaca aja dia suru liat ndiri.
Jo: MAKSUD LU????
Theres a hole in my head, i think about it over and over again.
Denny n Didan r d coolest RnB singer ever!!!
I lost file2 penting buat responsi lusa besok!!!! ntah kemana kertas2 itu…i am so dead meat… -_-
I smiled, I panicked, I sit in silence, I am pushing too hard, love the thrill though. mau-gak-mau-gak…mau gak ya?
i…..so hate this feeling….in between guilty dan gamang sekali…..
i…..need a long solitude time…
