the poem
I can’t honestly say that I was looking for you
And I doubt that you were looking for me
But as God has planned, it all happened…
And here we are.
Two people not sure where we are going
But happy just to know wherever it is, it’s God’s will….
And we are going there together.
I love you not as I want to
But as God wants me to
If you seek love on me alone, you’ll find nothing
But if you seek God’s love through me, you’ll find everything
Because it takes three to make a true and perfect love
God…you…and me.
Ok, these lines maybe are just words and anyone could say it to anyone they want. But the moment I read it ( its printed on my friend’s sister’s wedding invitation ), like… I was stunned and pictured myself standing on my own wedding heheheh 
White long lacy gown… walking down the aisle… my soon-to-be-husband by the altar with his so bright face standing up tall. Huhuhuhuh…. I wonder when will that happen 
To wed is the common-est question pops out between us ladies. I don’t know, in between the clicking time and the needs to have a partner in life.. I guess that’s the main 2 reasons that me and my girlfriends think to really consider on marrying some guy.
Fit partner, looking at the same life goal, prepared for the good and the bads, and I can actually laugh at his jokes. Goodlooking would be a plus plus though ^_*
My friend had a baby and I came to see her few days ago. This baby of her was cute, and I feel the urge of having one. Yes, they won’t be as cute as the fist time you see it. There will be crying, nappies changing, feeding, and crying, and you will no longer have peace. I mean it, 16 hours from 2 p.m till 6 the morning after, I was at the perinatology room, taking care of at least 20 babies with 3 colleagues… darn, it was hell.
But still, I want to have my owns. A whole pack. Even if the multipara factor would lead to the prolapse of my uterine later on -_-
When im 26 or 27, that’ll be in 2 or 3 years, I’m gonna be married. And soon there would be kids.
Where my PPDS program stands? In between lah… you can’t have two big things started together. It will happen, I will continue my school. At least after I finished my PTT somewhere outside Java…Flores, Manado, or Halmahera, wherever the way leads me.
Bottom line… so little time so much to do!
