Die Schläge

I got up at 7 today, another lazy day between my 3 weeks off. I went to sleep sobbing and got up with a pair of raccoon eyes. Brushed my teeth, washed my face, and soon I was off to the jogging track. The track was full of the elementary kids on their gym class. I don’t know what the tracks are made of, but its red, and when lots of people running by, you actually can inhale the dusts. It’s not healthy, but it’s the best track there is. In the afternoon they spray water onto to minimalize the dusts. I only did 5 laps before I ran out of breath. I don’t feel better. I’m still alone. And heartbroken. I don’t know how my look this morning, but I notice some people were staring while they’re running. What the? I don’t like to be stared at! Spent 15 minutes on one of the benches there, then I went home. To a house where senseless people live. And one poor but stupid cat, left by the owner for 2 weeks to Europe. I am not touching it no matter how poor it is. Period. Oh im just feeling very low right now… with no place to run…there’s no beach in Bandung of course, the nearest would be Pangandaran, that’s 4 hours away driving. And somewhere around Tasikmalaya was hit by earthquake last night, so that area is still dangerous….

I surrender. Im gonna sob my sadness away…

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