Archive for March, 2007

how hard can it be?

Saturday, March 17th, 2007

Hospital works…rounds…night shifts…its ended already in such a brief moment, which i wont be forgetting anytime soon. Now that ive finished school, my biggest fear re-appeared. Yes, its my dad’s "Bill" to make me into his successor. He said that i should just take a master degree and carry on his bussiness. WOW…that, really really put my tears into burst… i mean, i did not spend 6 years of hard work just to launch myself into bussiness world. i hate that world.

……….. its devastating. i do respect his bussiness and the way that it had made money for our living. as a member of the family, i surely dont want to lose it. but as myself, i never picture myself behind desk and negotiate. its not who i am.

well, ive got to find a way to tell him nicely that all i want is to grow on my own, to be what i always want to be. a good doctor, to serve, to cure, anytime, anywhere.